One Of Those Nights…

Yesterday sucked…big time. (Seems like I’ve had a lot of those days recently…actually.)

I spent a good amount of time just going over things in my head, trying to sort out my thoughts.  If you’ve ever been subject to what goes on in my mind, it probably looks like a three ring circus on LSD.

What am I going to do with the rest of my life? Who knows.  I’m slowly getting my things together to go back to school.  I’m itching to do what I set out to do seven years ago; become a Doctor.  Sure, the path getting there has been fun.  I’ve become a Medic, (check another item off my Bucket List), met some amazingly wonderful people that I never would’ve met if I had gone to JHU, U of Pgh, Columbia University, or LSU like I had planned, and have had experiences that I will be able to look back on for the rest of my life.

Where do I go from here? No. Freaking. Clue.

What I do know is this: I’m going to have fun doing it.  No more putting pressure on myself to be perfect, no more struggling with trying to do what I think people want me to do mixing it with what I want to do.  I’m living my life the way I want to live it these days.  No more “toning down” my personality.  I can be loud, abrasive, off-color, and just overall a little shit if I put my mind to it.  I’ve realized I’ve spent too much time focused on what others think of me.

Yet, in the end, I still always come back to my favorite phrase: “I’m just me.”

So, in the coming weeks, expect new content.  I’ll be focusing on the EMS world as a whole, but I’ll still be writing out my better EMS stories. 

Have Fun, and Be safe, my friends.

~MT~